Uhh, thankfully I haven’t lost a close friend to death. I rarely consider people close friends so I can’t really reply to this properly to be honest. I’ve lost touch with many people over time but I couldn’t care less about it if I tried. Sometimes it was my fault, sometimes theirs, but sitting around and reminiscing doesn’t help me in any way so I kind of just let go without even trying to regain touch. Haha, there are times where I purposefully act boring or unenjoyable so someone gets tired of me and we gradually both go our own ways. It doesn’t seem to work all of the time though which just ends up putting me in awkward situations with people. So to answer your question, I haven’t lost anyone close to me, just normal friends, and I didn’t give a fuck.